Writers Block While Composing My Suicide Note

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i feel like i've been awake for days,
my head's a mess and my eyes are glazed.
i think i missed the message tone
when you called me to come back home
but now my body's full of poison, of pills and i'm taking off alone.

i'm laying down here in the rain,
praying for blue skies, sunny days
or a drowning fate, a dowsed out grace.
and i'm not satisfied,
no, i'll never be satisfied
so i'm raising hell just to watch the world burn.

i've got a bird in a cage and she know's what i'm singing,
she knows all the words and she knows how they're ringing.
she's got beautiful eyes and a golden heart,
but the space suffocates her,
it tears her apart
and her wings are all broken
so she can't even fly
and i can't afford to feed her
so she's destined to die.

i'm raising hell just to watch you burn in it.

so here we are at this point in the cycle again,
there's blood in the sheets where we said our goodbyes
through salt-dried and rusted-shut eyes.
it's shameful, the things i find comfort in
when everything i love becomes everything i lost
mouthful after mouthful of whatever i find will keep my heart from fighting on.


from Sonder, released February 11, 2014


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